im so obssessed with this man i need him carnally
i love his pre and post timeskip designs for different reasons and especially when fanart gives him MELANIN like he had pre ts (idc ill die on the black law hill you can fight me on it)
his backstory and character is also really good because of how complex it is when you really look into it (me psychoanalyzing a fictional man..)
on the outside hes seems like this stoic and aloof dude for no reason and hes not capable of any other emotion but deep down hes traumatized - he had anyone he ever loved in is life taken from him and (the way i interpret it) hes scared to get close to anyone in fear of losing them so he willingly distances himself from people
i know damn well deep down that man is a NERD and a LOSER at heart he just never expresses it out of pride or dignity perhaps (hes actually severely traumatized and doesnt know how to express his feelings comfortably)
thats enough of me rambling/psychoanalyzing i could go on and on forever but i wont for both our sakes